04.04.09

he knelt down. he asked if I could be his gf?

he promised me to take care of me for my whole lifetime and to make sure i will never have to cry again.

because of his promise, i agreed. i knew he could take care of me. i knew i could trust him.

that night was the most splendid night for both of us. a true love kiss witnessed by people from all walks of life. it itself is a testimony to our passion for each other, which I hope will be the envy of many people as well. that night when I looked into his eyes, I knew I will be the happiest girl in the world. I feel so safe, so warm and so loved, like never before. That sensation was beyond words can describe.

4 months down the road…

many things have happened indeed. from being students to working adults. from poor students to ‘rich’ adults. our life is constantly changing. only one thing remains. mr ghi is still my top priority. and i am his top priority too. our love stays constant as well.

he has been busy. he has more responsibilities. but none of these have stopped him from loving me as much. the fact that he still msges me constantly and often really tells me alot, really… assuring.

mr ghi is the one special man in my life. or rather, mr ghi is the ONE in my life.

he never fails to make me feel exclusive. i love to feel exclusive. i love to feel special. he makes me feel special, like i am the only girl in the world. he never fails to brighten me up with his dances. yah, he can dance. not in a professional manner, but a way so natural and sincere that warms my heart so deeply. i dont need a damn good dancer. all i need is just one who only dance for me, because he wants to, not because he has to.

3 cycles of 4 mths later…

what will happen to us?

married? have kids?

one thing for sure, i want to stand by mr ghi throughout these months and years. obviously i want to marry him, cause I want to build a HOME with him. if work has to delay our plans, i am ok too, cause spending time and walking down the road w him, overcoming obstacles and many hurdles, really is enough for me. like i always told him… if one day we really have to part, the memories he has given me are enough to last me a whole lifetime. i have slowly learnt to love someone by giving him the space to breathe. im still a beginner. i am not a perfect lover, but im always trying my best..

040409. such a beautiful number.

4 months old already and we have managed to have 4 ‘babies’, namely Huggles (son), Mumu (daughter), Lulu (daughter’s toy) and Jumbo (son’s toy). More to come, I am sure. I love toys. They remind me of the pure naive innocent love that we share.

I love you Mr Ghi.

Happy 4 months dear.

Will you walk down the rest of the months with me dear?

i am tired

from walking long distances from my home to mrt station then from mrt station to office;

from having to squeeze with the people on train;

from having to think of what kind of lunch i should take;

from the hot weather;

and from smiling when i am tired.

the week

has been long. 5 full days of work.

fruitful and busy. that’s good.

kept me occupied so that i wont think too much of you.

spelling test

how would you spell love?

i will spell love with your name.

mr ghi.

is love.

presence

your presence worth million times more than a 2-carat diamond ring, bigger than your mom’s. i dont need any diamond or gold, if i can have you by my side everyday. that’s your worth and value there.

bff

thank you gfs for all your reassurances and encouragement when mr ghi is not around fulfilling his duty. you girls made my day and keep me going. just want to let you know that…

i treasure our bff-ship alot. and long live to our friendship.

and you know who you are. i love you bffs.

commitment

ever cried for three hours? how do you feel after that?

i feel dehydrated. my eyes swollen. and i feel emotionally better.

mr ghi called. that’s the best thing that happened to me today. not even any caramel frap or whipped cream or tiramisu can beat this down. “this” felt more xingfu than the abovementioned food. i guess i’ve fallen deep in love with mr ghi, who have stolen my weak little heart away as he booked in at the same time. he hasn’t leave my mind any second today.

at the end of the day, mr ghi was there for me. as usual. reassuring me like he always does. and i’m glad for your presence. even though we are far apart.

silly ghi. if im feeling this way now, i’ll still feel this way for the rest of the months. because i am your silly babe and you are still my hunky ghi.

*p.s. i think my posts will be getting more mushier and it’s gonna be centering around mr ghi. so if my friends cant take it, im very sorry alright? cos i really need to express my thoughts for him. im actually thinking of dedicating this site to all my inner thoughts to mr ghi. will see ok?

goodbye my lover

finally. 13th may. mr ghi is going in for his 9-month course which is a mon to fri in-camp training. and i’m faced with mixed emotions; on one hand, i really support him in his decision and dream to pursue his career; and on another hand, i really can’t bear to not see him for 4-5 days in a row.

since we started dating, we’ve been seeing each other almost everyday, because both of us are needy. we just couldn’t get enough of staring and smiling at each other. now that we are being “forced” to not meet everyday and less freedom in calling/smsing, it’s gonna be a challenge to us. but we believe in overcoming it. i believe in.

on the last note, mr ghi, pls have a great time in there training. remember don’t lose patience and emotions easily; don’t be too cranky alright. you have my wishes. hugs*

cravings again

caramel latte is my new hot fav!

i was hooked on to caramel latte last fri when i sipped it for the first time at Made with Love. and i have been craving for it everyday since then. and so today, mr ghi fulfilled my wish with Spinelli’s caramel latte and tiramisu. Tasty smooth and sweet that melts and awaken your every senses. I am serious!

on another note, i’m happy. because mr ghi’s mother gave me a full bag of $500 worth of beauty essentials, ranging from bust cream to anti-aging cream and cellulite control cream. laughs. how sweet is she. as starting work gift. envious? winks.

bob

i have always wanted a bob hair since last year because it was so fashionable and cool to have one then. i dont know if im considered a laggard since i only adopt this hairstyle today. but i heard it’s still quite “in”. so why not?

having spent almost $140 on a single haircut plus 5 hours of time in the salon, i guess i have to feel more than satisfied with the final outcome right. it’s not that bad; the only thing is, i look like my mom, because she has a similar hair like my current new one. so, i had a haircut, straightening and then coloring (it’s now dark dark brown, almost black). it was a long tedious process. but it was exciting; i love haircuts cause you will never know the outcome until your hairstylist is finally done with it. and i love my hairstylists; therefore, i have been patronising them for more than five years.

looking myself in the mirror, i can’t really recognise myself. i love funky and deviant hairstyles such as weird slant fringes and slant here slant there. but now, its straight, proper, black and decent. i need time to adapt to this new lifestyle – working, and mr ghi-less days.